I often wonder what would Madison be up to and into if she were still with us today. I know, I know, it seems like dwelling on what I don’t have, but I don’t dwell...I wonder.
I wonder if Madison would be making a living with her crafts on ETSY or maybe her own website. She sometimes wondered what she could do to, “earn her keep.”
I wonder if she would have her own blog about her life with having Marfan’s Syndrome, or just her life in general. Our normal was usually very different from other people’s normal. I know that no one has the same life experiences but when there is a special needs child in the family life is not like your neighbors in many ways. That is why we tried to make as many good memories as possible because sometimes our normal was the hospital or lots of doctor visits.
I wonder what the rest of us would be doing now if Madison were still here.
I wonder what she would think of the choices each of us has made in the past six and a half years.
I do know that Madison had a lot of love in her heart for her family and friends.
I know that she believed in God. And even though the answer to our prayers wasn’t the answer we wanted I know she would not want us to lose hope or faith in our Creator.
I know I miss her every single minute of every single day.
I know that today Madison would have been twenty three years old.
Most of all I know that Madison is in heaven and one day I will see her again.
Happy Birthday sweet girl!
